The Undying

I know this is a few WoW ones these days. But. 25 titles. The Undying accomplished. /cackle

Liriael 3, Sunwell 1

Cleared it with the Tuesday group. That makes every classic and BC instance on farm for the Tuesday funruns. Epic win.

LOLWUT

This is me stuck inside the penis of an ogre on my horde priest. ENJOY.

Ok, so what really happened was I impaled it with a Kil'sorrow banner and got stuck inside the banner due to a glitch. BUT COME ON! LOOK AT THE POSITIONING!

Lol.

Loot system failure. I thought I'd put it up here for giggles and to feed the troll post.

Right, so.
I make a habit of telling everyone (myself included) that I am comfortable in my own mind.
And a big part of that, so I hear, is venting.
Usually I do this in the confines of my own skull, or in the words of songs I sing.
But seeing as sometimes I feel the urge to write, I thought I would use this blog - which at times feels like shouting at the bottom of a well with nobody at the top of it - to shore up my emotional reserves. Type whatever the hell comes into your head, and you'll feel better, right?

I can feel it working already.

Where am I at now?
I'm over my failed relationship. Made my peace, let it go, etc etc. I feel better about the whole situation. I set out to have some fun, break some hearts.
There are currently three boys taking up the emotional horizon. One I had to turn down, the other I can't work up the courage to ask out, and the other is...well, is probably reading this right now and our situation can't be put into words - tis far beyond them and I won't despoil it by sharing it.
The POINT of this is that I'm being shown by all this attention that I am NOT a horrible, unloveable individual. And that's nice, isn't it? I mean everyone needs that from time to time, and if I can't have the...physical advantages of a relationship at the moment I can at least be comfortable in the knowledge that I am desireable.

Hrm. What else?
I dropped Maths as a subject. Big choice, I know, but it was melting my brain and I feel a lot better for it. I spend that lesson time now sitting in the hallways with my laptop writing out musings on the nature of truth and philosophical pieces about fruit. Go figure. Was utterly worth it.

Finally, I have never felt more removed from my fellow human beings than I have in the past week - it is as if I have been just passing through, an entity seperate from all that transpired around me. But unlike my past musings where this has depressed me, right now I can look at it and smile. I quite like feeling apart from people. I enjoy knowing deep in my bones that I move among people with the greatest of ease and feel very little for their concerns. It's somewhat of a nice feeling.

If you're reading this, you may as well not bother commenting on anything I've written as it was pretty much random thought trails typed only to give me certain release, not to provide you with any sort of insight. I'm suprised you stuck with it this long. Don't you have things to do?

At last, a sign I actually have some ability as a player.

The back of my maths book.

So I flipped open my maths textbook today for some ungodly reason and I noted that the back cover was coated in scrawled notes, jotted down during some horrible lesson. Here's some of them, for lack of a better thing to post. Enjoy.

• What price purity? Mathematics is soulless.
• We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.
• Apathy is the child of monotony.
• Once you become skilled in lies, nothing need ever be real again!
• If we can't be fixed, perhaps a joy must be taken in the fact we are broken.
• Familiarity breeds contempt. Contempt breeds friendship.
• Remembering to be yourself implies knowledge of the aforementioned.
• A mind like a fractured mirror - dangerous to touch, fascinating in the way it reflects things as distorted shapes, but ultimately something that is broken.
• Self-interest is far more valourous than self sacrifice.
• Numbers make the universe dance, so why is it that they are so boring?
• Those who claim to have made peace with death are delusional. Pleace cannot be made with the absolute opposite of everything we are - in the face of that absolute, comprehension is impossible.
• If you are what you eat, you can either have people feel slightly guilty about being around you or vaguely resentful. (LOL)
• Religious discussion is irrelevant, as the truly devout are given over to self-worship.
• The neurons fire, the pen writes, and I remain true to my nature! These pages are testament.
• Truth became an intangible value from the day we learnt how to lie.
• Science can answer all questions save the one we ask most.
• You may think that having ultimate power would be enjoyable - and it would be. But it is far easier to simply act as though you have said power. It is unlikely you'll ever have to back up the notion.
• The people around you may seem so aloof and superior - until you see them eat and realise that means they shit, too.
• I burn with youthful flame.
• You cannot condemn and then reflect. Hypocracy is never justifiable.
• Having somebody hate you is better than having someone love you. Same depth of emotional focus, less obligation.