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Keep telling yourself that

You're what you want to be.

I'm vibrant and powerful

And physically free.

You'll wander the night

With the corpse wind a-high,

You'll find solace in strangers

Who'll then pass you by.

There's a moment of weakness,

A blossom of shame,

And then all your weakness

Will pour down the drain.

I'm proud of my actions!

I'm proud of past,

I'm strong and I'm vibrant!

I know I can last.

Then you get home

And the rot will set in.

You'll get past the threshold

And be stared full of sin,

You'll forgive and forget

And you'll give him some space,

But it is done, it is over,

And you've lost the place.